Here is a small preview from the dirty and unedited prologue:
“Police reports
indicate that area resident, Marisol Blacksmith Eldrid, has passed away from
injuries related to the fire that occurred at her residence just outside of
Eastwood. Investigators are still searching as to the cause of the fire.”
Everyone but Mr.
Uchida wore black that day. Gray, darkening clouds, provided a dense cover of
shade but the air grew heavy in the ninety-plus degree weather. My
grandfather’s hands proved strong, stalwart, guides as my sister and I headed
towards the family plot. My mother’s body was lowered into the dry earth by a
mechanical wench system that looked more like a monster to my eight-year-old
self. My older sister was twelve and seemed more aware of what was going on;
she, at least, mourned properly. Tears
and gasping cries mottled her face a peculiar purplish red.
I clenched my tiny
fists and silently swore death upon whoever or whatever had taken my last
parent away. Father’s grave was barely a year old. Our grandfather had buried
his only remaining son and his daughter-in-law over the course of a few months.
I cannot imagine what he was feeling that day, but I know I was bitterly
swallowing the fact that we were orphans, but perhaps fortunate orphans.
The state could
not take us with grandfather around. That was enough. I remember how long we
kept the funeral home staff that day as we mourned. I remember the colors and
the texture of the casket spray. I could tell you every single minor detail.
But I can’t remember anything about how my mother looked or who she was;
memories of my parents are long since lost to me. I envy my sister that, more
than anything else she has received in life. I would kill just to hold a mental
image of them, rather than just what I have to try to glean from worthless
photographs that can never tell me anything about the person who lived a life
and gave me my own shot at existence.
When we walked
away from the cemetery that day, Grandfather was once again the head of the
Eldrid clan.
Rain beat a somber
tattoo against the metal roof of the main house when we returned to our new
home. Drunken mourning wails from the downstairs main areas kept two sisters
clinging to each other’s wet skin like we were the last two lifeboats in a
swelling ocean.
We’ve never been as
close since that day. In fact, it would be safe enough to say that we quickly
grew to hate each other after our mother's death.
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